First and foremost I am grateful for all love and support I've received. To be honest penning down my feelings wasn't the easiest thing to do, and I almost thought of giving up. I couldn't think of what to write or say, but then I received a mail. One of the readers expressed their feelings in writing to me. I jumped out of joy, and I was so overwhelmed because someone out there thought that this was a safe place to let their emotions out. If you're reading this I want you to know that you gave me hope. We often underestimate ourselves and amidst all that we don't realise that we're losing hope. One thing I ascertained it's okay to not be okay. The slightest of inconvenience can make you upset or tiniest of hope can make you feel on top of the world. What I'm saying is that feelings can be contrasting, what might hurt me could be a source of joy for others. The journey you embark on to attain fulfilment is unprecedented. You should not torment yourself if you fail or your voyage has turbulence.
A lot of times I have felt the need to disconnect myself from everyone I know and just feel my pain without anyone knowing what I'm going through. There are days when I think I won't do anything in my life, there are days when I cry myself to sleep, there are days when I don't sleep, there are days when I don't feel anything at all. Because one thing I know for sure is that mental pain is as agonising as physical pain. It tends to crush your soul and hope bit by bit.But when the going gets tough, and you feel like you're sinking, just know there is someone to help you and pull you out. If you're willing to be saved and emerge out as a reformed person, you only have to try to never lose hope. You're not alone in this.
The purpose of writing this blog was to encourage you and share your stories. I know it can be tough but it would be a beginning of something new. It might help you to feel better. And there is no problem if you want to keep it anonymous. There is an option called 'SHARE YOUR STORY' on the page. It's time to move on and let 'YOU' yourself overpower these emotions.